happy birthday's.

happy birthday neal and cia.

although this might sound like a morbid memory, one of the sweetest memories i have of neal is the day after one of my friends died in high school. we went and saw harry potter on christmas eve and you sat right by me and talked to me about it. you told me about how well they take care of the bodies and just let me talk to you about carrie. i still remember feeling like i had been able to release a lot of the sadness and hurt i was feeling.

i love you. thank you for making me laugh, and helping me out in a time i needed it most. happy 30th. dang your old and i only have 6 years to go.

in a stoned BUT COHERANT voice (kaisa i swear i was awake) 'happy birthday rocia'.

thank you for always taking care of me. one of my favorite memories of you is when you bought me a few eyeshadow's for my 20th birthday the week before my wedding. although that sounds silly, i was so stressed and wasn't even thinking about my makeup. you made sure i had what i needed to look my best and to feel my best.

thanks for being my second mother.

i love you!